here in tennessee

been here in tennessee for about 5 days now. im having a good time. its a nice break from IL. i don't have much to worry about here and i love having my family with me. my uncle rodney is a trip...... we have alot of fun together, staying up until 4 or 5am watching shooting stars or watching movies (watching him get goofy on ceraquil).

i talked to travis the night before i left for memphis. *sighs* my god i miss him more than i thought i did. we talked for a couple hours and it was great. we caught up on alot of things that have been going on since the last time we talked which was probably in march when he helped me move into my apartment with megan. my mom did get on the computer and embarass me because she just had to talk to him and let him know that i still love him and all this good stuff. he didn't seem to mind too much. in fact he made a couple suggestions afterwards to me about hanging out again. we had a long talk about the way things used to be between us and how we have changed for the better and for the worst. later that night i met up with Lyndon and hung out with him the rest of the night.

we went back to his house and chilled there for awhile. he took me back to pekin at 7am to meet up with my parents to get ready to leave. we had soo much fun that night and nothing illegal was involved for once. we just sat on the bed and listened to my cd over and over again. he finally crashed out and i layed there and thought about what travis was doing and how much i wished that i was in his room instead. oh well, i let him go.... if he comes back to me then i know that hes mine forever.

more updating will come later probably. i think rodney might be takin me horseback riding and all a lil later in the week maybe. and hopefully im gonna meet his friends daughter whose name is brittany too. we are gonna hang out and probably hit up the mall or something. two brittany's together will ALWAYS find soemthing to do!!!